I realized something about myself yesterday. You know how kids go "When I get old, I want to be a millionaire, a pilot, the president, etc, etc.". I don't do that. I mean, I'm not a kid so I know to be a little more realistic. But I don't have a dream, or a goal. Not like that. I don't know what I want to be be. How am I supposed to know what I want to be? I've never lived before. This is my first life.
Guess that's why I like computer games. Not because of stunning graphics or über-realistic gaming feutures including Multi-über-death-shockwave-deluxe-modula 2007, and what not. A computer game is a line between A and B. Kind of like life, but in life point "B" is death, and in a game point "B" is goal, or winning, or having most resources, or whatever. You beat the game. You can die an infinite amount of times but still just keep going. I like that. I like the thought of having infinite amounts of lifes. I want that. I can try this way, no.. this way. I tried that way last time, so now I'll try this... and use this.. and this. What if I do this? If I screw up, fuck it. It's not like I can't just load my previous game and try again.
If life was a MMO, I wouldn't play it. Not in a million years. For obvious reasons. Plus the replayability is ZERO. Though I have to admit that the Gods of 3d did a pretty good job with some of the girls. Cheers!
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